this is the current state of this blog, i know.
in a vain attempt to scramble above the depths of my current financial state, being really shit, i am working absurd hours while toiling with a really exciting side project. but that's a whole other story, or blog post.
in the meantime, all i can offer you --'you' being my mother and the occasional friend who visits this blog page due to my harassment-- are youtube ramblings that i watch at 3am to stay awake, and scraps of pictures.
it will get better, progress reports and photos from abroad.
don't give up on me.
